DRIPPING INSANITY

Romaji and English translation of the song DRIPPING INSANITY from the album DIVISION by the GazettE.

Lyrics originally sung in English are in italics , and words or phrases I felt were implied are in [brackets] in the translation.

I also (usually) put repeats of chorus/verses/stanzas in [brackets] if they’re not written that way in the original lyrics for ease of singing along.

If he writes a word in the lyrics but doesn’t sing it, I put it in light grey to make it easier to skip when singing along.

I usually romajize katakana characters in CAPITALS, and keep punctuation and line spacing as close to the original booklet as possible. If you see me putting spaces before punctuation at the end of a sentence or writing things in mixed-case capitals, that’s because it’s how it was in the booklet.

Any comments I had during the romajization/translation process will be included as footnotes so as not to disturb the flow of the song. They’re not required reading, but Ruki does some pretty nifty things with his lyrics/kanji choices, or sometimes there’s further explanations about words or phrases in there.

DRIPPING INSANITY: Romaji

Shizukesa ni shitataru kyouki ni
Akaku nureta kodoku ga warau
Nemuri wo wasure asu mo mienai nigotta me

Minamo wo oyogu risou　 jijitsu ni obore nijimu

Kanashige ni doko wo miteiru no?
Anata ni todokanai
Hitotsuzutsu saita omoide 　shiroi kabeni akaku

Kagarete yuku anata no taion 　mabataki wo wasure mitsumeteita
Kasuka ni nokoru soushitsukan 　mayoi nado nakatta

Wasurete shimai sou　 koraeta itami mo namida mo

Kanashige ni naze boku wo miru no?
Anata ni te wo nobashi 　hitotsuzutsu saita omoide
Atemo naku nagareteku

Was I wrong?
Don’t watch me with sorrowful eyes
Teach it…
Where is the truth?

Kokoro wo kikasete
Boku wa hitori datta to
Uso demo ii kara

Nani mo miyou toshinakatta yowaki boku he no daishou

Suriyoseru hooga tsumetakute 　toiki mo sagasenai
Sabishisa ni nareteta hazuna no ni 　naze 　namida afureru?
Hitotsuzutsu kieteku omoide 　hohoemu boku wa inai

Ko no mama anata to boku wa kodoku

DRIPPING INSANITY: Translation

In this solitude, dripping with madness
I laugh in my scarlet-soaked loneliness
These dull eyes that no longer see a future have also forgotten how to sleep

The dreams floating on the water’s surface sink beneath the surging [tide] of reality

Where is your sorrowful gaze resting?
I can no longer reach you
My memories, shredded apart one after the other, [were painted] in scarlet on that white wall¹

The heat of your body is ebbing away and I gazed at you, forgetting even to blink
Only the vaguest sense of loss remains so I had no doubts²

I feel like I could forget both the pain I endured and the tears that followed

Why are you gazing at me with such sorrow?
I reach my hand out towards you and one by one, my memories were torn to shreds
And drifted away as if they never existed

Was I wrong?
Don’t watch me with sorrowful eyes
Teach it…
Where is the truth?

Let me hear your heart
Tell me I was really alone
Even if it’s a lie³

I didn’t try to see anything, [so now this] is the price for my weakness

When I nestle against your cheek, it’s cold to the touch     and I can’t feel you breathing
Even though I should be used to feeling lonely by now,     why     do the tears still flow?
My memories are disappearing, one by one     and I have no more smiles to give

You and I will be alone together like this⁴

So this song is related to Bath Room – kind of a continuation, I guess you’d call it? Or another view of it? It’s sung from the perspective of the guy from Bath Room who found the woman who killed herself. (Also, doing this song makes me want to go back and redo that one. I translated that forever ago and I feel like I didn’t do it justice.)
He’s going to kill himself. Since he feels so empty inside (can’t even feel more than a hint of loss – he’s basically gone numb), and he’s lost someone he loved dearly, he feels like there’s nothing left to live for.
This seems kind of extra-tragic, but it sounds like he felt alone, so he pushed her away, but now he’s wondering if maybe she felt alone because of him and that’s why she killed herself – so basically this was a whole big misunderstanding and if they’d just paid more attention to one another they would have known they weren’t alone from the start. He asks “Was I wrong?” Now he’d rather she lie to him and tell him he was alone all along than face the truth: that he’d had someone who loved him back and she wasted away out of loneliness herself.
Since they both felt so ‘alone’ in life, now they can be ‘alone’ again together, even if it’s only in death.